That this account shall be used as my "scrap account" i guess i'll call it! I'm gonna upload some work of mines that i did that isnt 'good' enough for my official DA account
Why is this? Well, it'll be easier for my xanga website in some ways for downloadable stuffs, and also i'd like to post something i've worked hard on somewhere so i can feel a bit more accomplished about it even if it sucks. LOL

Hey everyone! It's meeee again if you guys remember me XD hahaha
anyways, i stop by on this account every now and then, like once every month. cray to see big numbers for deviantions and messages.
Just wanted to stop by and say hi to everyone. i miss you guys! thanks so much for supporting me throughout those times.

dont worry guys though! i havnt disappeared from DA!
i made another account, just never told you guys about it
anyways, if you're intestested, here it is:

i'd like to hear from everyone again (:

finally got msn XD
so if you have one please message meeee! XDD hehehehe
i think i only got cyber friends who have msn owo
i asked my other friends and they said they dont have one TT-TT
i dont want to be buddiless D:
lol XD

IM DOOOONE! WOOTZ XD
OMG OMG OMG...THERE IS SO MUCH TO TELL! XDD
I'll TRY to make this as interesting as possible xD;
UM UM....WELL FIRST OFF.... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!
I had to do the audition with 4 other people and WOAH, when i saw their portfolio, it was AMAZING! They were all so talented and amazing. Plus they were all also very kind and smart! I know they will definitely get into CAPA. As for me....ehhhhhh i was...ok i guess. I was the only asian...and i was the only one who had a somewhat anime style in it. I wish i worked much more harder on my portfolio. But i had fun :] so it's alright.
The drawing test was hard. I thought that we'd be given any amount of time to draw, but nopes, only 30 min. I thought 30 min. would be the perfect amount of time...but NOOOOPES...i was wrong again... i BARELY finished it. I thought we were suppose to make it neat and nice and everything...but it turns out..it was suppose to be just a quick sketch to show how well i do with composition. GAH i feel so stupid @w@
Oh wells, whats done is done :]
I met this really cool and nice girl. She's so amazing and nice! I find it really easy to talk to her and she's a great artist :]
i wish i had asked her if she have a deviantart account. T-T
I met these other 2 juniors at CAPA...they are HILARIOUS XDDDD
hehehehe
it was fuuuuun :]
it was nerve wrecking at first, but i had LOADS of fun after the nerves went away XD
i hope i get accepted. CAPA is an amazing place.

i applied to a high school for creative and performing arts, and i have to do this audition thing which involves a drawing test and a showing of my portfolio. At first, i was pretty confident of my art and having a high chance of getting in. But then i thought about
she's only 14, and is an AMAZING artist. After thinking that, imagine how many other amazing artists out there who is more than likely to be applying for CAPA (creative and performing art high school). Honestly, i dont even really want to go to CAPA, i want to go to a different high school. I just want to see if i can get in. Self fish huh? Because even if i do get in, and im not even going there, i just made someone else lose their opportunity to get into CAPA.
My portfolio and drawing skills arent even that great though, so i might not even get in. But im hoping i will. I keep getting that confident feeling that i will, but i dont want to have that feeling cause i dont want to be extremely disappointed if i dont get in.

Okay, im gonna go take a pic of my portfolio right now and upload it and i want you guys to give me your opinions please!
oh...and the audition is TOMORROW >_< gaaaah, im so nervous @w@